I literally just write what comes to my head, I don’t know what to tell you. Sometimes I have to write down things quickly or else I’ll loose the thought, but I don’t normally sit there and think of what to write, it just comes. Thank you so much for your kind words, I’m sorry I couldn’t be more help. Just try writing down any thoughts that come to you.
I’m so sorry, but it was very brave of you to still go off to school without him and move on. Never go back though, that’s something I live by. You will find someone who makes you feel better than he did.
I’m so sorry :/ I don’t like the whole ida of “if you cut, I cut”, cause my ex boyfriend was like that too. If you want to confide in him you should, but explain to him that it would probably make it worse if he did the same. I know you can stay clean baby :)